<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/38838714?origin\x3dhttp://shelovesinging.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
//*Wednesday, August 20, 2008*//



YAWNS!


just finished my 1st exam this morning. i felt damn exhausted and moodless to carry on my revision for the next (also the last) paper held on friday morning. i am here slacking the whole afternoon from 12pm onwards till now, sitting in front of the lappy, doing some stupid things + some flipping through of my notes.


all my classmates were enjoying themselves now i guess. )= because i failed this stupid module, i have to take my stupid exam on fri. why can't the paper be held earlier? i felt like crying!

Bee & friends might be going out C***ing today, i was still deciding whether to join them or not. but seriously, i guess i should't. but i am just so tempted to join them as my stupid attachment will be starting just in 4 days time.


NO HOLIDAY THIS SEM.! TO ENTERTAINMENTS! NO LONG HOURS SLEEP! NO FUN! NO NOTHING! my life is just so damn boring, without my boi, without my friends, without myself! most importantly, without MONEY! attachment is paying us 440 bucks for a month! WTH~ how is it enough for me to survive through this holiday, needless to say to be able to survive for the coming sem. and etc. i am just wondering why will i take up such a course in the 1st place?


blaming myself for wanting to be in the same school as my boi, and now he is already serving his NS~ my life in poly is just so terribly sad without him around. was already very used to having lunch with him everyday, going to school every morning and going back home every evening together with him without fail! unless i'm sick or blah~ aiya~ it's already a sem. ago's thingy.


trying to be independent now. hope this 2 years can pass real fast!


boi has been serving his NS for 2 months, 2 weeks and 1 day!

tomorrow he will be booking out again! or can i say he has past out from his don't know what "IPPT thingy"?

NVM~ i'm going to rest! (=



*my heart was broken_


6:10 PM