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//*Wednesday, August 20, 2008*//



YAWNS!


just finished my 1st exam this morning. i felt damn exhausted and moodless to carry on my revision for the next (also the last) paper held on friday morning. i am here slacking the whole afternoon from 12pm onwards till now, sitting in front of the lappy, doing some stupid things + some flipping through of my notes.


all my classmates were enjoying themselves now i guess. )= because i failed this stupid module, i have to take my stupid exam on fri. why can't the paper be held earlier? i felt like crying!

Bee & friends might be going out C***ing today, i was still deciding whether to join them or not. but seriously, i guess i should't. but i am just so tempted to join them as my stupid attachment will be starting just in 4 days time.


NO HOLIDAY THIS SEM.! TO ENTERTAINMENTS! NO LONG HOURS SLEEP! NO FUN! NO NOTHING! my life is just so damn boring, without my boi, without my friends, without myself! most importantly, without MONEY! attachment is paying us 440 bucks for a month! WTH~ how is it enough for me to survive through this holiday, needless to say to be able to survive for the coming sem. and etc. i am just wondering why will i take up such a course in the 1st place?


blaming myself for wanting to be in the same school as my boi, and now he is already serving his NS~ my life in poly is just so terribly sad without him around. was already very used to having lunch with him everyday, going to school every morning and going back home every evening together with him without fail! unless i'm sick or blah~ aiya~ it's already a sem. ago's thingy.


trying to be independent now. hope this 2 years can pass real fast!


boi has been serving his NS for 2 months, 2 weeks and 1 day!

tomorrow he will be booking out again! or can i say he has past out from his don't know what "IPPT thingy"?

NVM~ i'm going to rest! (=



*my heart was broken_


6:10 PM




//*Wednesday, August 13, 2008*//

Was doing a personality quiz with my boi~

these were our results.. i tink most of the pts are quite true.. not nt 100%!


The question:


1) Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you? please answer.
-Forest, so much forest that you can hardly see the sky.
-A yellow corn field against a brilliant blue sky.
-Softly sloping green hills, with a view of mountains in the distance.


2) What do you see near your feet? please answer
-A mirror
-A ring
-A bottle

3) Will you pick it up? please answer
-Yes
-No

4)You walk along and find water. In what form is the water? please answer
-A lake
-A waterfall
-A river

5) You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like? please answer
-An ordinary house key
-A beautiful antique key
-A small silver locker key


6) Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it? please answer
-A spacious Hollywood mansion
-A hut with a garden full of flowers
-A beautiful old stone castle

7) What do you do next? please answer
-Look into the window
-Walk right on inside and explore
-Walk away. You're not that interested.

8)Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it? please answer
A bear
A wizard
A spider
9
Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see? please answer
A beautiful house with a vast garden.
A pond in the middle of a desert.
A beach with waves crashing onto the sand.


My results:


Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


His results:


Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.


Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Those highlighted in white for my results, i find it so not true! haha.. >.<"

anyways doing such quizes sometimes cannot be too into it de.. if not will cause a lot of unhappiness quarrels.. relax and it will be fun~ =)



*my heart was broken_


12:17 AM




//*Tuesday, August 12, 2008*//

yesterday went bugis wif vann~ whole day shopping onli bought tis bikini wif her.. cos it's 2 @ 30 bucks.. she so wan to buy~ so i acc. her noh.. ended up she lyk mine which onli left 1 piece~ hehe~
today went swimming wif vann & sheena @ batok swimming pool~ it was fun yet horrible.. LOL.. i guess we were juz too bored tt we acutalli started to do some funny actions.. lyk piggy-back each other? 3 in a row? lyk so damn >.<" haha~ "we are stil young".. =D
anyways~ this whole activity lasted for ard 6 hrs.. plus breakfast n lunch.. swimming n bathing.. walking n chatting.. omg~ im tired.. acutalli wanted to do some revision.. 2 day of the wk.. haven been touching my notes since last wk? felt guilty.. but lazy.. =.=" mayb i'll juz try to force myself to do some flipping thru awhile ltr..
hav a chit-chat session wif sheena juz nw.. haven been chattin wif her for a long time..! feeling great.. more chatting sessions ah Shit-na! next time will include Shit-hsia to form back our Shit-family.. =)
i hope more outings can come soon~! 22nd will be gg out wif sheena & her cliques.. It wld be fun~! (*socialing time)...
To-be-continue-!



*my heart was broken_


5:55 PM




//*Wednesday, August 06, 2008*//


2 more days~

counting down for 8 wks le.. 2 mths~

tis is the 9th wk..

hope time can pass faster~



somehw frens ard me also face the same probs as me~

their bfs oso went in NS tis yr~

some earlier~ some ltr.. but mostly is ltr~ LOL..

earlier or ltr doesnt diff. much acutalli~

each couples has it own probs..

some may face less.. some may face more~ oso depend on the situation u're in~




as for mine~ time isnt enuff for him...

his family~ his gf~ his frens..

i do appreciates tt he doesn't hav much frens to entertain..

but dividin his time wif his family alreadi becomes lesser as compared~

if gg as the original plan~ i can onli meet him on sat~

squeezin time on fri juz to meet half an hr is v.tough for him n also myself..

squeezin out time to meet on sun oso isnt tt simple forboth of us..

the onli time given to mi (officially).. juz a sat afternoon 1 plus 2pm till 9 or 9plus pm..



these short 7hrs.. seems to be long.. but acutalli it flew juz as fast as a bird..

argh! i dun wana tink so much le~

i cant be so selfish~ wan all his time onli for myself~

though i HOPE~ i WISH~

but i noe tis ting will nvr happen to mi..


ok! JY! tml stil got ct~

no time for such emotional matters..

no matter hw emo i am.. i oso cannot change the FACTS!

face it is the onli choice i hav~

FACE FACE FACE!

my face gona be thinner n thinner as yrs gones by~ LOL..



study time~! JY..

clear all the modules man!

gona hav a gd n new start next sem.!

n it will be my last sem.!


im graduating! hoho~~

feeling great! (bluffing myself)





P.S: sy~ JY tgt wif mi okies!


i will be here supporting u!

u can hav my compnay wif u r lonely~!!

cos we r 2 lonely gals!!

shang~~ come acc. us!!!



*my heart was broken_


5:25 PM