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//*Wednesday, March 12, 2008*//


if only i could be a bit more heartless like you... i might be free from sadness, loneliness...
if only i could be a bit more thoughtful... you might not treat me like that...
if only i could forget you...
what will my life be?
if only... i did not know you at the begining...
will i... be happy... be upset... be lonely...?
if only... countless of "if only"...
if only... i don't exist... i will not be hurt... others will not be hurt by me too...


*my heart hurts, my tears dried up... by the cold wind in the lonely night~*



*my heart was broken_


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