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//*Friday, November 16, 2007*//


don't understand why..
what has happened? guess i did something wrong again..
cause i din wait for him? cause i neglect his feelings?
aishang's dad is coming to fetch her fomr school.. i asked if i we could tag along.. cause i'm pretty tired and lazy to take bus back home from school.. holding the heavy lappy and weren't really feeling well today.. and she asked her dad.. her dad is ok with it.. so there, we waited for him at the atrium.. which he told me he need around 10 mins more since i last called him..
when i called him again as aishang's dad is reaching soon, i asked him whether he is done with his stuffs alreadi? and his answer was NO! so.. i asked him does he want to come along or to start back in school to do his stuffs or can he like do it other day.. he weren't sure.. so he asked me to go home first.. he will call me back later..
aishang's dad was good enough.. he send me back all the way to gombak mrt station.. when i just alight, he called me.. soundly still alright..
he asked me where am i and blah blah blah.. suddenly.. he asked why i didn't wait for him.. i was pretty guilty also.. so i tried to apologise and "hong" him.. instead of feeling better.. he suddenly started to be very angry and shouted at me.. why? what did i do wrong? for being good to you?
after all.. you are busy with your work.. i am alright that you acutally wanted to stay back in school to finish up your stuffs.. you chose to come find me and now what?
i am so disappointed.. he acutalli shouted at me loudly.. which i acutalli did nothing wrong?
i am so damn tired.. i'm tired of quarreling with you for small little stuffs.. tired of you being my bf but have nothing much to talk to me about? tired of you being impaitent when i am feeling down or angry.. which if the situation is you, however hard i tried to make you feel better.. nothing happens but you got even angry then before.. tired of listening you shouting at me like as if i am your enemy.. tired of thinking till my head is cracking whether you acutalli love me?
i am just very very tired.. i don't know how long can i endure this relationship..
i am just a very normal person.. i just need the basic love like every other women needs..
i just feel......................................................................



*my heart was broken_


5:15 PM