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//*Friday, May 04, 2007*//

hmm~ i cant slp.. duno y.. =(
missed him much.. tink i still nt used to be tt independent.. having to meet him e most onli twice a wk.. but he nvr noe hw much i missed him.. hw much i wan him to acc. mi..
used to meet everyday last time.. but nw.. i cant even hav a proper conversation wif him..
other den those days tt we meet up.. we onli used to chat on e fone or sms..
onli sms a few msg.. den always.. we will hav nth much to tok abt.. chatted on e fone every nite.. but e duration is lyk less den a 15 mins break time.. onli sometimes tt i m lucky.. i cld chat wif him abit longer.. lack of time! we cant communicate well wif each other..
he doesnt noe.. even if i were to tell him abt it.. he juz wun understand..
to him.. i tink it's ok or normal.. but to mi.. i juz feel tt everyting is wrong..
wad m i suspose to do? i hav no idea..
juz to pass each day wif a broken heart.. nvr b able to mend.. it's bleeding on e day ever since we knew each other.. i guessed..
or mayb it's my problem.. im juz asking too much? not being reasonable?
i guessed im juz being somebody.. or mayb nobody..
i hope.. i wish.. i hav a wish tt wld be granted..
i juz hope for more time.. to be wif him.. but i guess.. tis wish will nvr come true..
nvr.. it's e fact.. i knew it long ago..
but.. i juz hope tings will change..



*my heart was broken_


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