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//*Thursday, May 10, 2007*//

hmm~ i tink im totally hopeless..
din go to sch for 3 days le.. mon (mc).. ytd self-mc.. today.. almost half e day din go sch.. will be gg ltr at 3 for SBR lecture.. cos i missed all his tut alreadi.. tink i sldnt hav miss any of his lesson again.. if nt i tink i'll be debarred soon.. V.V soon!
hais.. mon i was sick.. ytd i m nt feeling well.. n oso tink im v.tired.. juz cant wake up.. today oso.. ytd do SBR till 3am.. realli cannot tahan le.. nt feelin well plus im damn tired.. i went to slp.. doin onli till half way..
today morning.. cant wake up again! WTH m i doin? i dun understand.. y y y?
i dun wana miss lessons de.. but i juz dun feel lyk gg.. n i duno y m i freaking sick these days.. i tink cos of e stupid weather.. hot n cold.. cold n hot..! n im feeling damn moodless.. moody at e same time.. my emotions.. all messed up.. im feeling sad.. feeling lost..
i hate sch.. but i hate wking too.. dun wana step into e wking world so fast.. yet i dun wish to stay in tis meaningless studying world..
help~ im dying soon.. wif lots of stress.. unhappiness..
nobody cld understand hw i feel.. feeling miserable..
I HOPE I CAN DIE.. IN A PEACEFUL MANNER..
I WANA LEAVE TIS SHANG XIN ZHI DI..
I DUN FEEL HAPPI EVER SINCE I IN POLY.. POLY LIFE JUZ SUX TO E CORE!
i wan bak my sec sch life.. i miss it.. i juz cant forget those gd memories..
i juz m nt myself.. nt e old mi anymore..
cos tings cant change when it has alreadi happened..
everyting juz changes.. without my notice.. without their notice..
changed.. nt anymore da same.. =(



*my heart was broken_


12:14 PM