//*Monday, April 30, 2007*//
juz love him so much! *shy*
can c any diff. to my hair?
my happiest moment in my 2007 history! =) *my heart was broken_
2:13 AM
//**//today i hav my happiest day wif him..
at last.. i can feel tt going out wif him.. having his accompany is a great ting..
went to tzu chi wif him today.. although i was v.tired.. n lazy to wake up..
but tink forcing myself to wake up is a rite ting.. at least i wun miss out e fun..
e whole day was lyk abit boring.. but wif him beside mi.. cracking jokes cos i kept suaning him.. its was kinda sweet n i feel so xingfu le.. haha..
yea.. went to walk walk at east point (simei) as we tot thr will hav food for us to hav our dinner.. god noes.. NTH! but some ex. restaurant.. so we decided to go bak to WM to eat after awhile more of shopping..
yea.. took train bak to batok.. e journey was long.. yet short.. long as it was realli damn long.. simei to batok.. but short cos e time flies when i am wif him.. it's lyk tt.. duno y.. juz hope for longer time..he is always tt bz.. cant acc. mi much.. onli meet him twice a wk.. =(
anyways.. went to eat at foodcourt.. it was lyk 9plus PM le.. all shops r closing le.. muhaha.. luckily we managed to hav our dinner.. both tired n hungry!! LOL..
hais.. but i hav to eat super FAST.. as u all noe i usually dun eat tt fast.. but cos it's alreadi so late le.. he hav to rush hm.. =( so hav to pei he him.. i eat till my stomach bursting le.. =X LOL..
juz hope tt time cld stop thr.. n i can hav dinner wif him as long as possible.. but e reality doesnt show any tong qing xin to mi.. LOL.. nvm den..
went to interchange to wait for our buses.. his bus come so fast.. god dun giv us more time to b tgt.. so sad lo.. den after he left.. i waited for my bus alone.. so lonely.. but soon.. i reached hm too.. =)
n i realised.. i gt tons of hwwk to do.. all nt touched yet.. 1st ting i do is.. SWITCH ON E LAPPY!
but nt to use for chatting n playin games.. i hav to rush to mel to hav my TEC quiz dne b4 12.. n it was 10 plus went i reached hm.. hais.. everyting is so rush.. i m gg crazy v.v.soon!
i juz hate sch tt much.. i dun wan o study.. i wan peace! nt stress! i nd peaceful time!!!
TML IS MON LE! SO SIAN! I HAV TO GO TO SCH AGAIN! =(
30th of april.. last day of april.. yep! tues will b 1st of may! (labour day!)
my darling's bday! so so happi.. as 1stly.. it's his bday! means i can celebbrate his impt day wif him.. 2ndly.. i can meet him again! 3rdly.. he is off frm wk! he can rest! =D
hais.. but after tues.. wed i comin bak v.v.fast! i noe de.. tues sure pass v.fast de.. cos happi moments r always SHORT! =(
n my slping time r oso v.v.SHORT NW! 2 plus le.. 7 plus wake up.. 5 HOURS!! =(
*my heart was broken_
1:52 AM
//*Sunday, April 29, 2007*//有人说，当爱情来的时候，人会变的更美丽。
有人说，当失去爱的时候，人会变得很憔悴。
有人说，找到自我的时候，人会变得有自信。
有人说，当你失去自我时，人会变得失魂落魄。
但往往人们都不清楚他们到底在想些什么。。
不知道他们要的是什么。。有的或没有的是什么。。
迷失了方向却不知觉。。傻傻的在原地踏步。。
现实就是那么残酷。。
走不出阴影。。永远都看不到阳光。。
只能停留在没有阳光的迷宫。。
*my heart was broken_
2:35 AM
//*Thursday, April 26, 2007*//hmm~ today went to meet sy at bb interchange.. go to sch tgt.. LOL..
it was raining lyk hell.. Zzz.. lucky i managed to avoid all e rains.. =D
anyways.. had all e lessons.. so tiring n bored.. omg~ cant imagine hw m i gg to survive wif tis kinda life.. sch life juz dun suit mi.. hais..
anyways.. went to e library wif sy n 2 of her classmates.. michelle n serena..
we played "jenga".. some kinda UNO stacko game.. it was so exciting lo.. lucky i m nt e one whu make e bricks fall.. LOL.. 1st time in my life did i ever play a game inside NP's library "game zone" ah! next time i m gg to go thr to play.. ofcos wif my lovely shang n cutties yee lo..
anyways.. meet sy after my last lecture.. went to meet quan, ang n eng at e busstop outside np.. cos heard tt they r joinin us for dinner.. LOL.. den we went to wm to wait for shang to come n meet us..
went to foodcourt.. orderd our food n started to eat le..
onli shang, mi, yee n eng eat onli.. duno y ang n quan nt eating wif us at e begining..
i asked them n they say kaijie is coming to meet us oso.. n they were juz keep sayin they were eating ltr.. LOL..
i tot they juz wana watch e anime.. so they wana eat ltr.. i duno kaijie is realli joinin us for dinner lo.. so i was lyk "aiyoyo".. Zzzz..
den after we finished all our food plus drinks n one dessert.. kaijie suddenly come out frm no whr.. n den i realised tt we din wait for them.. we started to eat our dinner 1st w/o them..
so paiseh ah guys.. realli duno kaijie is coming.. if nt we will wait for him to come.. den ca eat tgt ma.. cos after u all finish e dinner den u all ent off le.. lyk kinda defit e purpose of meeting up to hav dinner tgt.. LOL..
dunno ya wan go hm tt early.. if nt we wn go n buy tings le.. =S
anyways.. quite long din c ya le.. quite happi to hav a chance to tok to ya.. although ang was lyk keep gen wo men zhuo dui lo!!!! argh~! haha..
after e guys left.. mi, shang n yee went to e coffee bean to hav some chit chatting session.. gals tok!! chatting till abt 8 plus.. we went hm le.. cos quite late n everyone was quite tired n shang hav to go hm to complete her tut as she has to hand up tml.. so ke lian ah shang.. so sad for her.. she was as bz as last sem.!
anyways.. nth much to say le.. gg to prepare to slp soon le.. =)
*my heart was broken_
10:21 PM
//*Tuesday, April 24, 2007*//hmm~ juz came bak nt long.. tink 1 hr ago? LOL..
anyways.. went to some talks.. at "PASIR RIS".. omg~ so damn tired.. LOL..
ytd.. 23th april'07.. i overslept le.. i missed 2 lessons! tutorials.. haiss.. tink i hav nt enough slp.. omg.. ltr is 8am lesson.. IS.. hais.. jap lesson.. abit sick n tired le.. LOL.. cos i tink i'll b having a hard time on learning jap.. but.. no choice.. hav to carry on for another 5 more wks exclude e lesson i'll b having ltr.. duno i can wae up ma? but i tink i can ba.. cos yc will b givin mi morning call! lol.. if nt i'll b dead.. 4 hrs of lessons will b gone wif e wind~!
anyways. didnt do much ytd.. so will hav to do mani ltr on~
hav to complete every tings tt i hav nt ye complete.. if nt.. tings will b diff. for mi ltr on..
gona wk abit harder so tt i can relax more ltr..
today feeling quite ok..
but came to realised.. im abit "zi bi" these days..
i dun realli feel lyk toking to mani.. juz some of them i'll tok to.. but nth to tok oso..
duno y.. i dun feel lyk mixing ard.. no security..
will b lyk wad i wan.. b whu i m.. noone can change mi.. noone? LOL.. duno..
anyways.. gota Zzz le.. =)
i hope tt tml will b a beta day~! =(
*my heart was broken_
12:56 AM
//*Saturday, April 21, 2007*//not in a good mood..
today everyting go on quite smoothly.. but im nt happi..
mayb cos wad turns out doesnt seems to b e way i wan..
i juz feels tt everyting is changing..
is it cos tt everyting ard mi is realli changin? or is it cos tt i m e one whu changed?
everyting is nt rite.. juz nt rite for mi..
i feel damn pissed off.. damn lost at e same time..
juz duno wad has happened..
i juz wan to relax! WTF!
*my heart was broken_
11:48 PM
//**//today went out wif e animal farms after sch..
went to orchard.. had THEIR dinner.. n they all acc. mi to PS to look for my sis's bday present!
thx a lot guys.. if nt.. i cant make mi sis bdy a memorable one cos wifou my present, her bday will nt b memorable! LOL.. jkjk..
anyways.. did nth much today acutalli.. but at least we had 2 grp fotos.. tt's e best out of e whole outing for mi.. LOL..
*but tis foto is blured! =S
*all of them were posing handsomely.. LOL.. (acting cool hurhur?)anyways.. after tt.. we were all rushing to board our last bus or train..
quan n KJ end up took last train wif mi n sy oso.. LOL..
den e rest wif shang went to take their last bus.
but sad to say.. shang missed her last bus.. she got to take another bus n take cab hm.. which cost her 7 bucks.. LOL..
e other guys were safely reached hm by boardin their last bus..
mi, KJ n quan oso safetly reached hm by takin our last train..
but poor sy.. she got to rush lyk hell to TRY to board her bus hm..
but she was v.sad cos she see e bus leaving n she could do nth but to pray tt there will still b another LAST bus for her to go hm.. n she was being watched by her fairy angel.. she managed to talk her last bus hm.. however she was e last person to get hm.. LOL..
shang n sy.. so poor ting.. but tink they enjoy quite lots ba.. =)
anyways.. damn bored.. gg to Zzz le..
*希望明天会更好。。=（
*my heart was broken_
2:41 AM
//*Wednesday, April 18, 2007*//muhaha~
today i'm a bad gal.. i skipped my lesson! 1 hr lesson for e whole day.. was v.reluctant to go.. summore i din bring my lappy to sch.. juz realised tt my tut might nd it.. so i used tis to b an excuse for nt gg.. summore i realli dun feel well.. LOL..
anyways.. went to wm wif sy.. cos i meet her at 12noon for lunch.. den she acc. wait for e lesson to start.. but ended up at ard 230pm.. i decided nt to go.. so we went to wm to shop n slack.. acutalli wana wait for shang to release.. but her lesson ends v.late today.. 6pm!!! can u imagine? LOL.. summore sy was exhausted.. so.. we finally went hm at ard 330pm after abt 1 hr of slacking activity ard e mall n inside e library..
went hm.. drank my bubble tea n ate my su shi! yummy! i was damn full nw.. cant sit properly.. LOL.. stomache bursting! juz wana fill my stomache wif mani tings.. cos im juz too bored! tink im gg to skip my dinner.. no nd to eat anyway.. too full! i ate a potato, egg n cucumber sushi! taste nice.. mi n sy bought it at e shop n save.. she buy egg, potato n crab meat de! LOL.. tink she was on her way hm.. waiting for her to online to entertain mi!
life is juz too boring.. i cannot stand tis.. tink im gg to find more meaningful tings to do during da wkends.. mayb study more.. wking hard e in begininn so tt i can slack abit ltr on.. LOL.. lazy mi~!
anyways.. i hav nth much to update le.. waiting for more interesting tings to happen on mi!
*my heart was broken_
4:08 PM
//**//hmm~ haven ben slping quite a lot these days.. when sch reopen.. i was lyk feeling v.tired almost everyday.. started my sch life quite relaxingly.. LOL.. nth much to do acutalli.. so gd to rest 1st.. res as much as i can.. b4 i gota wk n hav no time to rest le.
anyways.. was bloggin n surfing net all these till evening.. i fall aslp.. cos nt feeling well.. was havin a bad cough.. my thoat hurts.. LOL.. n feeling slpy.. cos keep coughing.. tink i gona rest more n drink more water.. hate falling sick when i sldnt hav.. n nt falling sick when i wanted so.. =(
hmm~ den suddenly waked at 11 plus.. realised i haven hav my dinner.. LOL.. wasnt hungry though.. but i muz eat my dinner.. if nt will waste food le.. in my dictionary.. unless u realli realli v.full.. if nt muz eat everyting up.. cannot waste food de.. nt gd.. other ppl wan food oso dun hav.. so pals~ come on~ finish up ur food eveyday okies? muhaha~ sounds lyk auntie.. Zzz!
anyways.. after eating.. went online.. cos too full.. cant slp! LOL.. den i saw sy n shang.. chatted n was looking at online spree.. omg.. saw some shirt tt 1 lyk.. but cos recently quite broke.. but stil wana buy leh.. xin yang yang! mayb will ba.. tml den cmf wif shang.. cos if i buying.. i will b buying e same shirt she is buying.. muhaha~ we hav e same taste! LOL..
nw tt they both went offline to slp le.. i stil feel abit ful sia.. mayb next time sldnt hav slp or nt to allow myself to slp till so late le! argh~
aiyoyo.. gt to change my slpin time oso nt till so jia lat ma.. slp so man hrs.. slp so so EARLY lo.. u cannot imagine de.. damn early.. one day earlier den e previous day.. muhaha..
ok ba.. got to go prepare to slp soon le! wan an!
*my heart was broken_
12:41 AM
//*Tuesday, April 17, 2007*//两天没blog了.. 好闷啊!
今天上了我的第一趟日本课! 我的天啊! 好难好难! 要我的命啊!
但还不错.. 满好玩的! 虽然我以后可能会完蛋! 没办法!
两点正回到家! 好闷啊! 爸爸在睡觉.. 没办法看我的东游击! 早到家也没办法看! 真没意思!
没办法看就用电脑了咯! 反正已两天没用电脑了!
前两天都太累了.. 回到家不久就睡了! 还是第一次! 哈哈..
刚开学不久.. 两天.. 还算不错.. 没什么大问题.. 比我想象中的好..
但是还是有点担心.. 因为怕自己没意志力! 还蛮懒惰的!
好啦.. 晚点在聊吧!
*my heart was broken_
4:52 PM
//*Monday, April 16, 2007*//好紧张。。对自己非常没有信心！
我的心在颤抖。。我好害怕！没有办法隐藏我的恐惧。。
真的好害怕面对新事物。。新面孔。。新环境。。
面对新面孔是我最没信心的一件事。。我怕生。。
而且还要自己去面对！为什么我就那么没用？
从前几天开始就一直在担心这件事了。。到现在还没办法摆脱我的恐惧？
应该是太依赖着朋友和家人了。。现在要自己面对问题时却没有信心。。
我该怎么办？走一步看一步吧！
希望今天会是一个好开始。。至少我会比较有信心。。
好的开始是成功的一半！加油吧碧诗！
也希望我的好朋友们会有好的开始！起加油吧！哈哈。。
*my heart was broken_
8:17 AM
//*Sunday, April 15, 2007*//已让了步.. 还以为会雨过天晴.. 但却换来了悲伤与失望..
我不知道哪里出了事.. 到底发生什么事? 没有改进.. 却越来越糟..
我们的感情越来越禁不起考验了.. 我还帕.. 我很怕.. 我们的感情就这样没了..
怎么会这样呢? 谁能告诉我?
我脑子里一片空白.. 我的心.. 没了感觉..
只是感到一些寂寞.. 怕没人疼爱.. 每一个人面对难题..
我想要变得坚强.. 我想要学习独立.. 我想要长大..
对这世间的爱.. 彻底失望.. 没了信心..人啊.. 总会变.. 我呢? 变了吗?
以前.. 我们很开心的.. 现在.. 我们都很烦恼..
我的心是渐渐变坚强了吗? 还是漫漫变冷漠了?
我希望.. 有自由.. 有快乐..
我只希望有一个很爱恨爱我的人.. 疼爱我.. 保护我.. 关心我.. 就行了..
我不要求多.. 没时间没关系.. 为什么? 就不行吗?
我的要求很过分吗?
明天.. 我要回去学校了..
我很害怕.. 要独自一人去面对..
他不会在我身旁.. 我真得很怕.. 没办法..
好难过.. 每一天都好难过..
好久没真正开心过了.. 好闷哪! 我快疯了..
我不希望去面对这些事实.. 我好想逃避.. 想跑去一个没有人的地方..
去一个没有烦恼的地方.. 只有开心..
我希望能是个没有感情的人.. 我还痛苦..
活在泪水之中..
*my heart was broken_
12:04 PM
//**//juz reached hm nt long.. yea.. haven been bloggin since 2 days ago.. !!!
sat went out to bugis wif hsia.. LOL.. shop for some tings to bring to sch..
went hm at 9 plus.. online n chat.. went to watch dvd cos others r bz oso..
meet hsia again at 1 plus to jog ard bukit batok area.. n we saw lu zhou! LOL.. he was on his way hm.. funny la.. so late le stil outside.. muhaha.. chattin ard 15 mins n we continue our jogging.. hmm~ jog ard an hr.. went to hav some drink n chatted till 3 plus.. went hm. bathed.. haha~ i continued to watch e dvd till 12pm plus.. too tired.. fall slp n u noe wad? i slp till 9 plus PM! oh no.. i gona meet my meis n dis at 10? nvm.. will b late.. ZZz.. anyways gt some reason i cant meet them early too.. so~~ meet them at 11 plus! LOL.. we r gg to watch a midnite show.. duno wad show is tt acutalli.. juz went in to watch.. omg~ damn funny u noe.. i laugh till i abit sore throat le.. LOL..
hmm~ went to mac n eat.. hungry~!
shang went off abit ltr after we finshed our food.. cos she gt to go "shao mu" ltr at 7am.. omg so early.. she sure v.tired ltr on.. LOL.. den we went walking ard e neighbourhood at bukit batok near bvss thr.. walk n walk.. who noes whr we r walking.. heading endless n aimlessly.. Zzz.. walk n walk.. walk rd n rd.. we finally reached gombak.. e whole day we were lyk walkin.. exercising.. Zzz..
den.. we went to mani places.. stay awhile n continue to walk.. aiyoyo~
finally.. we reached a badminton court n someone suggested we sld play badminton! muhaha..
n u noe wad.. we walked bak to my hse n i went hm to take badminton rackets n shutter court..
finally.. we played badminton.. alamak.. sweating lyk hell.. but exercise is a gd activity.. m i rite? eeks.. im so sweaty n smelly n dirty n physically tired..
reached hm at 7 plus juz nw.. switch on e lappy n e fan too..
gona cool dwn 1st b4 i can go bathe.. cos i dun lyk to bathe when im v.sweaty.. nt too gd for our body.. haha..
okok.. nw tt i m cooled dwn.. i m gg to bathe! *xiang xiang*~
*my heart was broken_
8:44 AM
//*Thursday, April 12, 2007*//hmm~
he's nt giving mi privacy.. i feel tt he dun respect mi.. dun trust mi..
tings happened long ago.. he is still as angry.. y?
im v.v.disappointed.. n he juz went off lyk tt..
no matter hw i called him.. he din turn bak..
sld i wan hui tis? im sick n tired of it.. other den quarrelings.. wad can i found in it? sld i go explain to him? explain wad he wana noe? but i feel tt i hav e right nt to explain.. cos i dun even noe wad has happened..
tings juz dun go smoothly lyk wad i wan.. im damn freakin sad..
ya.. juz ended lyk tis? im nt v.sure..
i juz feels tt trust is v.impt.. or at least hav confident in mi..
if i wld leave.. i'll nt b at ur side till nw..
he juz dun understand.. no more tears.. cos it has dried out alreadi..
*my heart was broken_
10:23 PM
//**//saded~
my blog duno wad happened le.. all my fotos cannot be seen..
=( i spent lots of time uploading all e fotos..
y? juz thr 4 2 days onli.. den cannot c le.. toopid blog!
all my efforts has gone into e drain.. will my blog juz b lyk tt forever? den y sld i make e effort den? aiyoyo~ so so sad.. =(
*my heart was broken_
10:09 AM
//*Wednesday, April 11, 2007*//hmm~ gonna update some fotos into my blog to brighten up my deadly blog.. LOL..
below are some fotos taken during da outings wif our meis!! =D
1st outing: we went to cycle at ECP! 8 of us includin anew fren kai jie.. after tt we went to slack ard n hav our dinner..
haha.. 1st outing's foto.. lyk class foto.. inside oso gt one new fren called kai jie!LOL.. 2nd outing: went kboxing.. at JE kbox.. all sang so well.. LOL..
haha.. these are 2 wei haos mei mei.. left is ang n rite is eng! so confsing in da begining! =D
she wana join them.. LOL..
tis is our niu xiao mei!!
tis is our quan mei mei!
mi n aishang! finally her face was shown.. she was bz taking fotos of others preivously!3rd outing: escape! LOL.. hmm~ tt day were hot! but fun!
yea! our 1st ride.. great!
hmm~ so tired.. resting inside burger king inside escape.. m i too bored? did i started some funny ideas? tt wasn't my hand! LOL..
U C! meis r having fun if us taking fotos oso! they were so so happi.. Zzz.. hope ppl wun tink we r childish! =X
haha.. was having fun taking fotos of others.. din realised as was taking mi!!!
guys.. dun kill us.. we r juz too bored.. but quite nice ma.. =X they were soundly slping on e train.. on e way hm~! 4th outing: sinyee's hse! we went her hse to play n os hav our own singing session.. but it was bored! =X although fun was thr..
haha.. onli one foto taken.. kelian.. LOL.. (bus to orchard!)
their delicious food.. baked rice! LOL.. eatingwitout mi.. =(
r they guys playing games? LOL..
aishang n sinyee.. taken b4 those meis came to find us..
mi n aishang.. =)
mi n sinyee.. =)
she's cute.. nt being forced.. sheis v.willing to do tis.. =X
im ugly.. n im n acting cute.. being forced.. LOL..
as gd.. din giv mi her "da tou's" foto! so i put her legs! LOL..
haha.. kena snap shot. but blur*
his face were reder den mine!! cos im darker when taken.. =D
haha.. after having some bottle of alcohol.. =S
haha.. onli one foto taken.. kelian.. LOL.. (bus to orchard!)5th outing: orchard! if im nt wrong we went few days after e f4th outing.. Aww~! they went in da afternoon n i joined them ltr at nite! LOL..
their delicious food.. baked rice! LOL.. eatingwitout mi.. =(
r they guys playing games? LOL..
aishang n sinyee.. taken b4 those meis came to find us..
mi n aishang.. =)
mi n sinyee.. =)
she's cute.. nt being forced.. sheis v.willing to do tis.. =X
im ugly.. n im n acting cute.. being forced.. LOL..
as gd.. din giv mi her "da tou's" foto! so i put her legs! LOL.. 
haha.. kena snap shot. but blur*
his face were reder den mine!! cos im darker when taken.. =D 
haha.. after having some bottle of alcohol.. =Safter tt.. we went for movie.. tot we were having e movie at 950pm.. who noes!!! wrong timing~! muhaha.. we watched at 1145pm! n we finished e shows at 1 plus am.. ya.. went to hav supper still n went hm awhile after eatin..
sinyee reached hm damn early.. cos she was taking nr5 hm n th were lots of nr5!
poor mi n shang.. taking nr8 to batok.. ya.. came 1 hr ltr.. m i rite? i noe v.long ah! lucky gt da 4 meis to pei us.. they were gd meis lo.. they taking cab acutualli.. but still pei e 2 of us to wait for our nr8 to come.. although they went off abit earlier cos quan mei mei nd t go hm early le.. =)
it's ok ah.. so greatful le.. haha.. den after they left.. awhile more our nr8 inlly came.. weets.. happi until lyk gg heaven!
went hm.. reached hm alreai 4 plu i guess if im nt wrong.. yup.. went online.. LOL..
hav a v.funny chat wif da 4 meis.. they all were at quan's hse.. n mi n sy cldn't recognised who's is chatting if us! we both tot is either quan, ah niu or ang but who noes? is eng sia! he using their chatting style to chat wif us.. making us blur.. esp mi! LOL.. n all e while he is da 1 chatting most of e time.. LOL..
anyways.. having lots of fun wif them.. during tis holiday! hav 4 more funny frens.. LOL.. nvr thought tt w wld noe them.. =)
这是缘分吧？希望你们会开心。。当和我们一起出去玩的时候！
希望友谊能居续。。
sch is starting.. haha juz ended out holidays outings ytd.. anyways.. if u guys r free can meet us when sch starts oso.. when everybody is free.. n oso if ya wans..
gona stop here le~! yawns!!!
*my heart was broken_
6:17 AM
//**//心好烦。。刚刚和朋友出门。。感觉蛮不错。。蛮开心的。。
他打来。。他不高兴。。我蛮晚了还在外头。。为什么呢？我不明白。。
他知道。。我是喜欢在外的人。。喜欢一些些自由。。
不能怪他。。但我不是很开心。。好烦啊！
好好的心情。。变得很复杂。。很低落。。
那么久了。。他还不了解我吗？没时间给我。。没关系。。为何好要吵架呢？两个人应该和和气气嘛！不知道啦。。
sometimes i juz feel that.. being single isn't a bad thing.. however, e truth is.. being attached oso nt that bad.. argh~! so fan ah~! duno wana tink so much le.. o else.. no nd slp again.. alreadi feel so complicated le.. cant he make mi feel determined? y is he alway making mi feel lost.. n further away frm him..
今天去了泉？的家。。 哈哈哈。。去看戏。。好好笑。。
然后去吃。。接着去一旁聊天。。还玩一些游戏。。
然后时间不早了。。就回家了。。回家真闷啊。。没办法啊！哈哈。。
回到家。。洗澡。。上网。。又和他们聊天。。我们的友情还真不错。。哈哈。。
hmm~~ n nw i'll b further ellaborate abt e game we played.. n it was called e true or dare.. LOL.. so lame.. quite lame.. acutally v.v.lame..
mani ppl tio dare cos we set e rule whr by 3 rds of dare will hav onli 1 rd of ture.. yup.. mani ppl were being "xian hai" by those evils.. n ofos im nt one of e evils.. opps? LOL.. e most funnest part is tt ang were being forced to do some funny actions which make us all laugh lyk hell.. omg~ he so so cute do u noe tt？but he was lyk so shy to do his punishment.. LOL.. if mi i oso dun dare to do lo.. so paiseh man.. hehe..
anyways.. others were all v.ke lian.. muz do mani funny actions.. but i enjoyed watching.. =X
hmm~ tink i gona relax abit b4 i can prepare myself to slp early today.. was slpin v.late tis whole 2 wks n more.. n 5 more days sch is reopening.. hav to wake up v.v.early.. so~ nites!
*my heart was broken_
12:21 AM
//*Tuesday, April 10, 2007*//人总是会为自己找借口保护自己。。
人是自私的吧？我想我应该也会。。
做人好难哦。。做人好累。。做人也好烦。。
那么多事情。。没办法控制。。没办法把他们都变得完美。。
世界上会有真正的友情吗？会有真正的爱情吗?
好不希望要去想这些事。。但这种中的事都在困扰我。。
爱情。。刚开始的时候。。很甜蜜。。很幸福。。
在他们的眼里也只有对方。。没有其他人。。没有不快乐。。
但感情是经不起考验的。。爱情久了。。感情会变淡。。
甜蜜变成了争吵。。幸福变成不辛。。情人变敌人。。
为什么啊？感情真得那么经不起考验？
一些事情。。让我不再相信感情会长久。。无论是爱情或友情。。
世上没有长久的感情。。没有一生一世。。没有永远。。
友情。。刚开始特别好。。甚至有如兄弟般。。
能每天一起玩。。出门逛街。。一起聊天。。
好像没有了他就像没有了双手。。但和爱情一样。。
时间久了。。一样会改变。。而且更恐怖。。
一些人的言语就能彩拆散你们的友情。。一件事。。就能让你永远不喝对方说话。。
人啊。。就是那么淬落。。
世上会有真爱吗？会有兄弟般的友情吗?
我祝天下人都能找到自己的幸福。。
幸福难求。。要把握着。。错过了就没有下一次了。。
*my heart was broken_
5:57 AM
//*Saturday, April 07, 2007*//hmm~ actualli wana post it nw.. but lazy n tired le.. will post it ltr..
nw juz wana say.. im chatting wif sumone.. duno gt sumtwo or sumthree or sumfour.. but they r so lame la.. *bleahs! make mi so blur for e whole morning! LOL..
if u r stil viewing my blog den pls faster go n slp le.. LOL..
*mama say slping late is nt gd for health wor!
nites! =D
*my heart was broken_
5:57 AM
//*Friday, April 06, 2007*//hmm~ juz finished chatting wif sy,as n ang.. LOL..
1st time chatting wif ang they aLL.. abit funny.. previously stil gt ming n wc.. but wc hang up 1st followed by ming.. den ang continue to chat wif us till we all wana hang up le.. haha.. he so zai ah.. one guy chat wif 3 gals oso nt say v.shy! stil tell us abt his experience.. LOL.. so funny!
cant slp.. although after hanging up feels abit slpy.. tink is body tired more den my mind.. stil functioning energetically.. muhahaha..
juz nw ang asked abt mi n him.. let mi tink of mani tings.. hmm~
duno y.. but. nt v.gd.. will continue in other blog.. haha~
signing off~
*my heart was broken_
6:41 AM
//*Thursday, April 05, 2007*//hmm~ juz lyk e previous 2 days. i hav been staying at hm for e whole day.. nvr go out.. nvr spent money.. n nvr do anyting.. muhahaha.. was slping till late afternoon.. wanted to watch "dong you ji" but everytime overslpet n miss it.. awWws~ nvm.. i will definitely forced myself to wake up on tml frm tml onwards! hav to change my slpin time.. if nt i tink nt enough time to change bak to normal slping timing n im m dead for sure!
hmm~ juz finished browsing my frenster.. come to realised tt i seldom take fotos this holiday whenever i go out.. so i was lyk nvr realli updat my frenster much.. other den accepting new frens, testis n comments.. so boring my frenster.. got to do someting to it.. muhahaha~
hmm~ was wondering wad tings will change when sch reopen.. in da sense wad changes will i hav towards e coming sem.. kinda worried n curious at e same time.. cos i tink it wld b a great change towards my classmates.. n everyting else.. yawn! ever since my results came out.. tis problem has been poping out in my mind.. unpredictably.. making mi so moody.. as usual.. i'll feel sad.. n guilty or nt studying hard enough.. blaming myself n all sort of craps.. den.. stil hav to take it.. although i realli hope tt i cld run away frm it.. i dun wish to go to sch.. n i hope tt sch will nt b reopening tt soon! *pray!
yup.. it's dinner time n im pretty full.. cos i juz ate my lunch 3 hrs ago.. omg! tink im gona hav a late dinner again.. which will caused mi to gain weight! boo~ nvm.. alreadi ugly.. mind as well become more ugly.. den wun stucked in e middle range of ugly n abit not ugly.. hoho!
im tokin craps again.. yups.. rmb.. someone told mi b4 tt my blog is abit too wordy.. whole piece of craps here n thr.. but sadding.. i din take fotos these 3 days.. no fotos to update ah.. okok~ will rmb to put pics whenever i can okies? =D if nt noone will wan to come to my blog to tag le.. muahahah~ =X opps!
ya~ have enough of my toopid craps.. getting tired.. gona rest!
*im indeed a big big pig! =P
*my heart was broken_
6:20 PM
//*Wednesday, April 04, 2007*//hmm~ slp v.long ytd.. more den 12 hrs.. cos slept at 5 plus.. damn tired.. LOL..
after woke up.. went to watch tv.. so bored.. nvr go out.. but gg out everyday oso will bored.. haiyoyo.. life is damn boring.. =D
anyways.. juz finished playin gb wif e guys.. quite fun.. getting more handful to tis game.. killing time.. LOL.. cant slp nw.. duno wad to do..
aiyoyo.. nvr go out today whr gt tings to blog.. but i haven been bloggin for a long time.. so muz come update my blog everyday.. hehe..
hmmm~~~ will stop here.. tml will update someting more interestin.. hehe..
*my heart was broken_
2:55 AM
//*Tuesday, April 03, 2007*//omg~~ didnt update my blog for lyk yrs.. sianx sia.. too lazy during e holis le.. so much time to spend until im becoming freaking lazy.. haha..
yes yes.. went out wif sy n as today.. wif some wking frens.. quite fun ba.. haha although we always dunno whr to go.. LOL..
yup.. everytime forgot to take fotos when gg ou wif them.. if nt can upload some.. den my blog wun look so empty n boring.. haha.. will rmb next time when we go out again.. n oso everytime when i go out.. i wan mani fotos!
haiss.. saded.. no class chalet for 5N2 tis yr.. omg u noe hw freakin bored i m.. wifout tis class chalet.. im lyk totally mad.. bored to death le.. argh~!!
anyways.. spent most of my time at hm.. play lappy till late at nite.. nono is morning.. den went to slp.. slp till late in e afternoon or evening.. den wake up eat, bathe den went bak to play lappy.. Zzzz! tis kinda life.. omg~! im gg to kill myself soon.. muahahah~
lucky tis wk nt so bad.. did go out wif some frens inbetween e wk.. haha.. yup.. n my frens reminded mi tt sch holis is ending.. meaning sch will b reopening soon.. n it is v.SOON! n i hope tt tt day wun come so fast.. cos hate sch.. i hate poly life.. i retained one module.. n im gg to hav mani diff classes.. i'll b having some diff lectures wif my classmates.. tutorials oso.. omg~ i'll b damn sad.. n damn no mood to study.. lyk so lonely ah? bo bian.. always will hav prob duing my 1st yr of sch.. dunno y.. sec 1 oso.. dropped to normal acadamic stil nt scared.. nw stil retain module.. tink im hopeless.. lucky onli one module.. if nt tink i dun wana study anymore.. muahahah~
yea.. so bored nw.. gona update my blog regulary le.. cos it's filling wif dust le.. hahaha~ hmm... tink im gona slp earlier tis 2 wks.. sch is reopenin soon.. if i dun change bak to my normal slpin habit.. i'll die!! noe wad? im slpin at 5 plus 6.. or even 6 plus 7am in e morning almost everyday! if tis were to happen to mi during sch day.. sure kena chop off by myself! hahaha..
ok ba.. tink tt's enough for today's crap.. LOL.. gona rest my hands alreadi..
我妈妈说。。一直对着电脑看是对眼睛不好的哦！=D
*my heart was broken_
12:30 AM
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