//*Wednesday, March 14, 2007*//haiss.. finally my dooms day came..
yup.. i failed a module.. hav to repeat it..
thx to myself.. lazy mi.. make mi into tis depressed mi again..
nvr learn de.. sec 1 alreadi failed n dropped to normal classes..
nw.. again.. hav to admit "im a losser"..
im v.fan nw.. duno wan to continue my studies anot.. cos.. i dun wan to waste time making new frens.. adapting to new environment.. facing econs again..
i cant blame anybody.. cant blame anyting..
got no mood.. signing off..
*my heart was broken_
10:44 PM
//*Monday, March 12, 2007*//feeling complicated..
my mind of full of memories.. n.. lots of tings..acutalli i tink tink much.. din go n tink much.. realli..but it juz pop out in my mind.. i dunwan tink de.. hais..feeling damn vex nw.. wana fa xie all out.. so moody.. so men my heart..duno hw to describe my feelings.. cant describe more oso..find out more on e other blog.. *(shang n yee)
*my heart was broken_
4:24 PM
//*Wednesday, March 07, 2007*//hmm.. juz reached hm nt long.. meeting sy n as at 140pm at cck..
we r gg for kboxing session at lot one tis time rd..
disappointment.. cck kbox S**.. their services were nt up to e standard.. OMG! cannot believe tis.. their service standard has fallen.. NONO!
didnt realised tt their prices has went up.. if nt 1st ting oso wun go thr..
2nd.. didnt realised tt their severs had changed lots oso.. their dun hav manners de.. omg.. cant imagine hw angry i m when i was singing thr.. wun go thr next time.. WUN!!
3rdly.. their drinks CMI oso.. so diluted man.. no taste at all.. drinking plain water wif bits of season.. can drink meh lyk tt? wana vomit blood le..
4thly.. sound system!!! oh no~ wad had happened? did i realli wked thr b4? last time werent lyk tt.. payin bit more isnt e most angry part as mani might noe e price went up but we din noe.. hwever is thr service.. i juz cldnt accept it.. changed so much.. dunwan say till so bad la.. but e receptionist.. juz CMI.. nt onli e looks.. but oso e service.. *yawns..
sry ah.. i was kinda insulting ppl.. but i juz cannot stand her FACE!
anyway.. quite enjoy tis kboxin session.. cos we changed our style of singing oso.. mayb cos of e diff. surrounding.. LOL.. we sang ENG songs leh today.. nt all eng songs la.. but quite a lot i can say.. WAHAHA!
omg.. we reali "chi singers" lo.. dun hav eng slang.. no much feel when we sing.. cos we sing chi more pro.. =x haha..
yup.. den after we went out of kbox.. cos one sever chases us put alreadi.. he was "diaoing" at us lo.. we damn F*** up so we dunwan play childish wif him.. Zzz..
mi n sy decided to eat mac again.. cos i dun hav anyting to eat sia.. poor sy xiao tian tian.. she so gd lo acc. mi eat.. ex. leh.. LOL.. but no choice.. ooo~
den shang lo.. my xiao tian tian oso.. she wana on D*** so dunwan eat wif us.. opps =x haha..
after eating.. we went for some windows shopping! shop for perfume.. cos i was tinking of buying one.. mine gg to use finish le.. but stil can decide on which to buy.. too mani choices le.. hav to tink harder.. scared i wld regret buying e wrong one.. LOL.. indecisive.. hehe..
ya.. shopping till 915pm sharp.. shang wana go crazy le.. she wan go hm le.. u noe wad? when she had e chance to "suai" her hands off us.. she immediately ran off str lyk a "crazy dolly" u noe ma? hw funny it is.. mi n sy cant control ourself nt to laugh lo.. tis is nt e 1st time le.. yet we can laugh until lyk tis is e 1st time we saw her funny act.. omg shang.. dun run lyk tt next time le la.. nt nice u noe.. WAHAHAH!
reached hm.. msg him.. he was stil outside.. replied few words onli.. duno wad he is doin.. dun wana care le.. acutalli mayb oso nth big deal.. but i jux feel tired abt it.. dun wana care le.. no more energy.. wo yao xiu xi.. mei li le..
anyway was chatting wif sy n as nw..
noe wad.. WTH! y my bro juz cant tink huh.. my hse can become hotel le la.. he brought his fren hm again.. fucker! tis time rd no F***** liao.. feel lyk killing him.. HATE him sia.. y lyk tt.. making my life so no privacy.. =(
anyways.. feeling moody again.. hate tis feeling..
feeling tired but dun feel lyk slping.. mayb meetin hsia ltr.. wan to tok to sumone..
im feeling so complicated.. wad has happen to mi.. duno myself either..
*my heart was broken_
10:21 PM
//*Tuesday, March 06, 2007*//wking up at 2 plus in da afternoon.. tink i woke up too early le..
damn bored again.. stayin at hm 4 e damn freaking boring day again lyk ytd..
nobody can imagine hw bored it is.. wth!
gg crazy soon.. realli cant find anyone out.. wtf..
when im bz lyk so mani ppl wan go out sia.. den when im damn free.. lyk everyone is bz oso.. but cant blame.. onli god is making fun of mi.. heaven's will.. gt to spent my lousy holiday by myself at hm.. even my family members is out.. ALL! y m i at hm? so miserable.. wahahaha.. LOL..
hmm~ lets tok some crap ba.. i hav nth to do..
hmm.. but cant tink of any.. juz feel tt my body is getting weaker n weaker.. mayb din exercise for a long time.. realli.. duno since when.. body turning yellowish.. LOL.. which means im nt healthy.. mood getting dwnwards.. mind getting slower days by days.. body getting fatter.. LOL.. actions getting slower.. everyting getting worse! OMG~ mayb im gg to die soon.. wahaha.. gd news..
waokao! realli damn sian..
signing off~
*my heart was broken_
5:14 PM
//*Monday, March 05, 2007*//whole day at hm..
other den wking.. lyk nth to do.. dAmn bored.. sad..
slp all e way till 5 plus i tink.. more den 12 hrs.. 16 hrs! OMG!
tink previously slp too little le.. damn tired.. was wking at a factory..
teck wah! sux sia tis factory.. all e ppl thr cold-blooded de.. we wked non-stop.. hands, legs, arm, back.. all damn suan.. =( summore we often cut out hands.. cos of e boxex we hav to fold.. in fast speed.. everyting muz b fast.. if nt will b scolded by them.. noe wad.. i do sumting wrong on e 3rd day of wk.. i was scolded lyk s****.. damn sad n angry.. haiss.. den everyone in e rm noe liao.. spread so fast.. scold so loud.. nvr had such an insult b4.. was lyk.. argh!!
nvm.. wked 5 days onli.. cos gt stop frm wk le.. they dun nd ppl den ask us dun come le.. wth! aiyoyo.. so sway tis yr.. everyting doesnt seems to go on smoothly..
mi n him oso.. nt v.stable recently.. our r/s go dwnwards.. quarrel quite often.. kinda sad.. but used to it le.. duno hw to describe my feelings.. feeling confused.. haha.. i had a funny dream ytd.. dreamt of "him".. shang, yee.. noe wad? so funny.. wake up le feel lyk laughin.. LOL..
hmm~ stayin at hm was lyk too bored for mi.. but lucky i woke up late.. if nt i duno hw to spent my time le.. he was having his attachment.. i tink hardly can meet.. summore he gt his religion tings.. so bz lo.. no time for mi.. im so lonely.. hais~
so fan.. havin r/s is so fan.. when he or she is bz.. everyting goes wrong.. no time for r/s is a nono..
hais.. having headache nw.. tink im falling sick le.. wasnt feeling well frm ytd onwards.. having little flu.. n sore-throat.. cough a bit sumtimes.. feeling warm.. my body.. might hav a little fever.. but nt sure cos at hm no thermometer.. sianx.. lol.. den my parents went malaysia for few days.. holiday.. lol.. so gd.. i oso wan go.. dun feel lyk stayin at hm.. so bored.. frens lyk all bz.. den he oso bz.. nobody acc. mi.. no activities.. nth!
feelin tt stayin alive is juz to spent time meaninglessly.. wtf!
wana slp.. but cant.. tink i slp too long today.. tml.. cant meet him i tink.. cant go out cos no activities.. wow.. gt to spent a boring day myself at hm again.. bored!!!
*my heart was broken_
11:52 PM
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