//*Wednesday, April 29, 2009*//I wana SAVE $$!!! As much as possible.
Got lots of things wana buy, wana do... BUT! $ is my biggest enemy.
I need to get:
- enough $ to pay up my stupid LOAN!
- plannings for my stupid bday...
- an adult working bag
- a wallet which suits my age
- a watch which suits my age and formal occasions
- more formal/ semi-formal tops and bottoms, shoes and accessories...BELTS!
- a spect./ contact lens (blury eye-sight >.<)
- to learn up my english to a certain standard
- to learn some stuffs for additional knowledge, which i'm aiming to learn one musical instru.
- external hard disk to store my impt and dearly stuffs before my lousy laptop stop working any one fine day..
- a new pair of slippers
- some jackets
That's all for the moment for to-do list.
Other than those things that i need to get, there are also MANY things that i wish to have... cos i am just like any human beings. LOL!
I wish to have:
- $ for overseas trips!
- a stylish camera
- a stylish new HP ( just got one half a year ago, DAMN!)
- an adult casual bag
- some casual bagSS
- some nice watches
- a diamond necklance (small small one will do, just for memories - what sheena said)
- new MP3, aiming for ipod~
- a new laptop!
- some make-up stuffs
- some hair stuffs
- more adult casual clothings, shoes, accessories...
- a new bed
- (wu yin liang ping's) 2-sitter sofa
- AIR-CONDITIONING SYSTEM IN MY HOUSE
- new water heater
- and MORE TO COME! :(
That's all for now i guess. I will slowly fulfil it. *yawns*
*my heart was broken_
10:46 AM
//*Saturday, April 25, 2009*//Everyone is waiting to serve the NS.
So is He...
Got so much things to write, but i duno how to start...
recently get to know this song, actually heard b4...
it's Xia Yu Tian, sang by Lara.
got to know it from shang.. haha...
some part of the song seems to wake me up...
anyway, it's the past...
enjoy~!
曲名：下雨天 歌手：南拳妈妈 南拳妈妈 - 下雨天
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学
会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些差別
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
*my heart was broken_
11:26 AM
//*Saturday, April 04, 2009*//please forgive my vulgarity.
WAD THE FCUK ARE U?
I AM OLDER. I AM UR SISTER. I AM A HUMAN.
U R NOTHING. NOTHING!
DO U THINK U'RE THE KING? I GUESS U R BEING TOO INNOCENT AND IDIOT.
COCK EYES OF URS WHO FALL IN LOVE WIF A CRAZY, AS IDIOTIC AS U, FATTY PIG!
COCK EYES OF URS TO TREAT UR GAY AND SLUT FRENS SO GOOD.
COCK HEART OF URS TO TREAT UR FAMILY LIKE SHIT.
U R THE MOST STUPID PERSON IN THE WORLD.
U THINK U NOE HOW TO MAKE RIGHT DECISION? I GUESS U R MAKING URSELF A FOOL INFRONT OF CLEVER PEOPLE.
I CANT IMAGINE UR LIFE AFTER OUR PARENTS HAVE LEAVE US. GOD BLESS U DEN.
I AINT GOING TO CARE MUCH BUT I JUZ CANT SEE U N UR FCUKING GF TREAT MAMA & PAPA AND EVEN OUR DEARLY SIS LIKE SHIT.
AND IDIOT U DARE TO BE RUDE TO BE AND U'LL SEE!!!!
I HATE U I HATE U HATE U TO THE MAX!
*my heart was broken_
7:50 AM
//*Saturday, March 07, 2009*//IF I HAVE A CHANCE TO REGRET, CAN I CHOOSE NOT TO GO TO GENTING ANYMORE?
Carol hates changes...
Carol hates being left out...
Carol hates feeling unimportant...
Carol hates herself...
BUT THERE IS NO ROOM FOR REGRETS...
TIME IS FIXED... DATE IS FIXED...
MAYBE PEOPLE CAN BE FLEXIBLE?
Can i go find you Miss Tan? haha...
*May I have a happy trip~ I hope...
*my heart was broken_
10:03 AM
//*Saturday, February 28, 2009*//what a Rainning day...
makes people feel moody...
im tired yet i cant slp...
gona hit the bed A.S.A.P.
slacking life isn't as wonderful as i thought when im mugging for my exams...
now all i wana do is to travel out of s'pore and start searching for my direction...
was in total lost... i need some directions to carry on my empty life...
tml gona go sing kbox with sy, as and Darling chang.
AF might be joining...
and monday will be a-day-out with Darling chang also!
*stunned*
shall continue my crap tomorrow or so~
time to sleep...
*my heart was broken_
10:13 AM
//*Tuesday, January 20, 2009*//haven been seeing doctor for quite some time...
but i visited one Dr. Ang just now. >.<
I guess becos i:
haven been resting enuff for these 3 weeks ever since sch reopens...
haven been doing exercises for few months...
haven been having healthy diets for don't know how long...
i guess i am not a healthy person...
CNY is coming.
a brand new year is starting so soon...
gona have some new goals for myself...
most imptly i got to stay healthy and start damn hard for my last semster tests and exam.
cos i do not wan to repeat ANY modules and being stuck in NP.
i wana graduate wif my fellow classmates and frens.
i wana go overseas!
i wana find a job to earn some money to carry on my studies...
i wana giv my parents money!
i wana buy lots of things! (needs and wants too)
i wana do lots of things!
AND I WANA CHILL~~ lol...
someone said: "never let $$ stop you from doing anything you wan!".
i agreed to this saying.
and i am determined to strive for my goals!
JY JY~!
phew~ today is a resting day for me.
no more excuse for not gg to sch. i mean NO MORE ok OBS!
so looking forward to CNY though i don't have the feel. >.<
but i just love family gathering!
*worry: CNY clothes! argh~
*my heart was broken_
11:55 PM
//*Wednesday, January 07, 2009*//I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT YOU'VE SAID TO ME.
AND THIS TELLS ME HOW YOU'VE ACUTALLY JUDGE BE AS A PERSON.
AND SINCE I'M THAT USELESS AND TROUBLESOME, THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL STAYING AT MY SIDE?
JUST BECAUSE I AM SO PITIFUL?
OR JUST BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T FOND ANYONE ELSE TO BE WITH YET?
I KNOW MY OWN LIMIT.
YOU NEED NO INSULT ME!
*my heart was broken_
4:14 AM
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