It’s been some time since I last blogged.

5 more days and I’ll be a year older. 27 this year, no kidding. My life has been through ups and downs.

Currently working at Jasper’s company. My 10^th day here. I am getting used to the environment and people here. Maybe just the job scope and some culture. But everything is still under control. All my bosses and colleagues are very friendly. I hope to be able to learn and grow with them. How long will I be working here exactly, there isn’t an answer at the moment. Let see how everything goes for another 2 months, 2 weeks.

At times I am rather stressed and busy, but there are times I could relax and enjoy some rest after finishing most of the tasks given. Till now, I would say that I do enjoy working here, as compared to my previous jobs at Tradehub. This would be the most “comfortable” job experience over here, at the moment. Just that the pay did affect my motivation to work long at times, but I will try my best to appreciate everything that is happening to me, or around me. Somehow, everything happens for a reason. For this instant, I just hope that everything will go smoothly for me at work, as well as there could be improvement to our friendship.

Less awkward, but our friendship is less friendly as well. I do know of the possible changes, but didn’t really see it coming in such ways. I didn’t predict that I will end up working in this company. I thought everything will be back to how it was, before everything started.

Anyway, 5 more days to my birth date. One year after another, it’s getting dull and quiet each year passed. I just hope I’ll have some time with my family and love ones and maybe with some close friends too. Those usual girlfriends whom never failed to spare a day for me. I sincerely treasure and appreciate them.

How would my life be after 27 years of living? I look forward to the future, but yet am worrying about how it will be like. No one will be able to predict their future, but how we want out future to be, we can try our best to have control over it.

I hope to have more discipline with myself. I want to be more positive in life. I wish I can lead a healthier and meaningful life, doing things like sleeping earlier willingly, and waking up earlier like all other human beings. I hope to have more quality time with my family and love ones, and to be having fun times with my fellow close friends. I want so much, thus, I need to put in a lot of effort in making things happen.

My first year, not having you spending the day with me in the simplest way. It feels weird. But I will get use to it sooner or later. You didn’t just miss that particular day, you’re gone for good. Leading a life without me at all, I wish you all the best, living the life you want. I am really puzzled on how I used to bring you down, but it really seem like your life will be better without me around.

From the day of my 27^th, I want to eliminate any person that is of no meaning to me. I just wish to keep my social circle clean and tidy.

Last of all, I am still looking forward to 22^nd. HAHAHAHA~